May. 14th, 2015

bluecherrybomb: (Penguindrum)
Well, I blew about $200 today. I went on the Playstation store to see what's the what on Bloodborne merchandise. I was hoping for a little more than they had but what can you do. While I was on there I saw they had the Art of Uncharted and I sort of had to grab it. Uncharted is a defining series for me and if I honestly was a better writer, I would do something with Nate and Elena. Those two still get to me.

While I wasted my money there, I hoped on the Bethesda store as well. Why? idk I'm stupid. Anyways, I still can't play ESO due to my computer literally laughing at me over my GBs. I have 33GBs free. No, I can not free up anymore. *cries* But I saw they were releasing a book on there. I had to have it. And the Aldmeri Dominion hoodie is only $30 instead of $50. Being the Altmer-lover that I am, I grabbed it. And finally I said fuck it and grabbed the Mudcrab plush I've wanted since I first saw it. It's way too fucking cute.

Anyways, later I went back there to see what else was kicking around and seeing there's a Skyrim book coming out I basically had a meltdown and threw money at that as well. Like gjfghghjff I NEED IT. I bought the ESO books last summer so this summer will be these new ones. Because djhsjhfkssakl.

When it was all said and done I actually found myself not wanting to start up Skyrim. I don't want to say I'm getting bored with it but I've literally only been playing Skyrim for a year and a half now. I've exhausted everything save for Shalidor's maze. And seeing Bloodborne and getting into it... Like Plain Doll/Male Hunter is sort of my thing at the moment. I wrote one fic for them and I have another planned on Hunter taking Plain Doll on a stroll. I just find her loyalty and love for the Hunter so endearing while he goes and murders everything. So, yeah. Seeing a new shiny video game with messed up lore... I sort of looked at my darling Elder Scrolls and just sighed. Because, well, I'm not in the mood to write for it as of late. Maybe it's because I wrote for seven days straight and no one cared. Maybe I've finally exhausted my brain on ideas for the series considering I have written over 100 fics for it. idk.

But, to not get me so far ahead and just abandon it all, I did start up Morrowind again. I've already screwed up by not grabbing something in Seyda Neen but whatever. I've got Tribunal and Bloodmoon installed and I sort of want to go to Solstheim so I can sit around and cry because FUUUUUUUUUUUCK MY BABIES. Also lore. But we'll see. Bloodborne is really calling to me. I mean, come on. Hunter/Plain Doll is darling. But we'll see. I'm actually going to take some time today to sit my ass down and read the ESO books I have. What else do I have to do? And maybe it will give me some new ideas.