Oct. 29th, 2015

bluecherrybomb: (Bad Devil Twins)
Well, still depressed as fuck. Still got no jobs. But slowly, small things are making me a bit better.

Mum wants to take me to Jasper on Saturday. She's pretty much the only one who saw me break down so... it's sweet of her. I said yes, I want to go because Jasper has always been a place very dear to my heart. I used to run away to it when I was miserable at my old job too. Only now it will take longer to get there... but I don't mind the drive.

I'm also getting a few of my emotions back. Smiling and such. I had a cute dream about Kagekatsu being an adorable cupcake so... Slowly but surely, I suppose. I'm still numb to my classmates, though. And a lot of my teachers. I suppose I just need to get through the course and graduate. Then find some shitty job I don't really want because I got nothing else. That doom and gloom is always on the horizon. But... I've got some video games. I just will have to take life one game at a time.

It still bothers me that I thought my life would go somewhere else. That I would get a job I would be happy with since I have all these options. Now I have no options, useless skills, and I'm a basic waste on society. It just.... ugh.

But like I said, one game at a time. I guess I'll start up Samurai Warriors again and do the campaigns. Try and get the trophies for it. Get into the games more so I can write for it...
bluecherrybomb: (Summer Sun)
Bear with me. I just need to make some notes on my Samurai Warriors 4 gamefile. Strikethroughs mean I have got them. Bold means I have their rare weapon/all objectives complete.

Need to Collect (Story Mode):
FINISHED BOO YAH


Need to Finish (Story Mode):

Legend of the Oda | Legend of Chugoku (+Bonus Episode) | Legend of Shikoku | Legend of Kinki | Legend of Kyushu | Legend of the Tokugawa | Legend of the Takeda | Legend of the Uesugi (+Bonus Episode) | Legend of Kanto (+Bonus Episode) | Legend of Tohoku (+Bonus Episode) | Legend of a Land United | Legend of the Sanada |


Friendship Levels to Max (Chronicle Mode):
FINISHED BOO YAH


Rare Weapons:

| Yukimura Sanada | Keiji Maeda | Nobunaga Oda | Mitsuhide Akechi | Goemon Ishikawa | Kenshin Uesugi | Oichi | Okuni | Kunoichi | Magoichi Saika | Shingen Takeda | Masamune Date | No | Hanzo Hattori | Ranmaru Mori | Hideyoshi Hashiba | Yoshimoto Imagawa | Tadakatsu Honda | Ina | Ieyasu Tokugawa | Mitsunari Ishida | Nagamasa Azai | Sakon Shima | Yoshihiro Shimazu | Ginchiyo Tachibana | Kanetsugu Naoe | Nene | Kotaro Fuma | Musashi Miyamoto | Toshiie Maeda | Motochika Chosokabe | Gracie | Kojiro Sasaki | Katsuie Shibata | Kiyomasa Kato | Kanbei Kuroda | Muneshige Tachibana | Kai | Ujiyasu Hojo | Hanbei Takenaka | Motonari Mori | Aya | Masanori Fukushima | Takatora Todo | Naotora Ii | Munenori Yagyu | Nobuyuki Sanada | Yoshitsugu Otani | Hisahide Matsunaga | Kojuro Katakura | Kagekatsu Uesugi | Takakage Kobayakawa | Koshosho | Toyohisa Shimazu | Lady Hayakawa |


Characters to Max levels on:

| Kagekatsu Uesugi (Level 50) | Kanetsugu Naoe (Level 50) | Kenshin Uesugi (Level 44) | Aya (Level 16) |

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