Feb. 11th, 2015

bluecherrybomb: (Queen Bee)
I went and spent $100 at DavidsTea today. Shopping really does make me feel better because currently I keep ranging between "I hate myself and want to die" to "But Skyrim. So I can't die. But I hate myself."

So, yeah. Picking up a buttload of tea made me feel a lot better. One step at a time I suppose. Even though it's like I can feel my face cracking from the fact that I barely speak at all anymore.

Like I'm going to say this right now: If I ever tell you that I wish loneliness upon you, that means I really, really fucking hate you. Because honestly, I don't wish these feelings on anyone. No one deserves this.

*higher-pitched voice* But meeee.